Tuesday, July 30, 2013

May God lighten your burden and make things easier for you. May he guide you from this life to hereafter and bless you with peace in your heart. May he open your eyes so that you can see that this world is truly a beautiful creation, but what comes after it is what really matters. May God put love in your heart so that you can feel sympathy to all of His creations. May He remove the veil of ignorance off your face so that you can see that no living thing is perfect, only He is. May He grant you with patience.
Don’t be too hard on yourself but learn to seek for knowlege and forgiveness and always remember Him.
He is The Most Beneficent, Most Merciful.
Ameen

Tuesday, July 23, 2013

Salam Ramadhan


Assalamualaikum wbt:) Its been like 2weeks dah puasa. Happy Ramadhan Al-Mubarak. May Allah ease everything during this holy fasting month. Happy fasting everyone. Take care :)

Monday, May 13, 2013

How blessed we are to live in a world where everything has been created with such detail by God. Take a second to reflect on that, and recognize how we so often forget to show gratitude for it. And this goes beyond just physical creation. Allah has planned it all out for us, such that our lives are in a place where we should feel pure comfort knowing that He, the All-Knowing and Most-Loving, will never put us through anything we can’t bear, and will always guide us through whatever life brings our way. With Him, there’s never a chance at failure, merely opportunities to learn, grow, turn back to Him…all of which ultimately lead to reaching success in this life and the Hereafter. Allahu Akbar! (God is the greatest!)

_Beauty of Islam

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

Afraid to love

I turn away and close my heart to the promise love that is luring.
For the pas has taught to not be caught, is what is not worth persuing.
To never do the things I've done that once lead to my undoing.

Sunday, March 24, 2013

owh myyyyyyy


See the dress! isnt it lovely?!!! I want that for my Nikah ceremony! aaaaaaaa geram!

Saturday, November 24, 2012

Kalau momma tahu la perasaan hati ni, momma mesti tahu kenapa sampai sekarang anak momma ni masih sendiri.

Monday, November 12, 2012

FACEBOOK DEACTIVATED

Im tired of messes and bullshits. Im gonna closed my Facebook account due to some reason. You can contact me through twitter and other medium of connection. Thank you.

Friday, November 9, 2012

new start.

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Hye hello dan selamat sejahtera semua. Iyaw. Moga sehat semuanya. Gua type ni macam ramai je kan yang nak baca padahal followers gua you see down there tak sampai dua puluh pun kan? Ha itulah.

Okeh okeh. I delete semua post yang berlambak before ni sebabnya i rasa macam tak best je cerita dulu tu kan? ceyh padahal banyak gambar tumblr je -.- So erm, i guess this is a new start lah kot kan. I've been wanting to write this like 3days ago kot kan tapi tak berjaya sebab been busy with assignments and sleep! ahaa tidur memang lah tak pernah ku lupa sebab dia macam boyfriend saya sekarang sebabnya aku perlukan dia like most of the time. Tidur is like paling best di dunia. Oh tak tak teruk sangat pula cakab macam tu.

Okeh okeh sekali lagi. Kang bebel panjang panjang pun takkan habis i tell uolls. So erm. Ini sebenarnya waktu tidur i but disebabkan tadi petang gua belasah tidur macam hapa so malam ni mata ni dia celik lah. Sebenarnya pun dah mengantuk tapi ni rasa macam idea nak type mencurah ke ladang blog neh and teringat dah janji dengan girlfriends nak update pasal ni dekat blog so here we go..

As uolls can see lah. I am a hijabster now yah. Its been like a week lebih lebih sikit. Alhamdulillah,  i pray hope that i will continue on till the end of my time. InsyaAllah:)

Sebenarnya pon memang dah lama ada niat suci murni nak bungkus kepala ni kan, lama sangat. Bila start study dekat Arau ni, and bila ada pula class CTU, start tu dah la pergi class pon i covered with shawls and tudungs apa semua. But dia tak melekat taw. I dont know why la tapi mungkin la sebab i dont see. I didnt get a very clear vision why I should bungkus my kepala kan, cover my head and stuff like that. 

Semakin besar pon semakin matang kan? Saya sangat lost dengan dunia. Seronok sangat dengan benda benda dunia until one day, i realize, those thing semua sementara. Kenal macam macam orang yang baik baik. Yang SubhanaAllah lah sangat baik especially my dearest housemates yang sebenarnya banyak membuka mata dengan jalan Allah ni, I started to keep up my solat and sesungguhnya, solat itu sangat menenangkan (eee skema ayat ni macam nak membaling diri sendiri ke dinding kalau baca balek). Eh tapi serious lah. TENANG! Orang kata, kalau niat kita itu betul untuk jadi baik, insyaAllah ia akan kekal. Before this, i was intended to wear hijab sebabnya niat ke lain and that is why tak kekal bungkusan di kepala. 

So erm, i started to cover kepala ni start cuti mid sem baru ni. Masa raya haji lah kan. Malam raya haji tu, I was reading Maria Elena punya blog.  Tersentuh nya rasa bila baca satu post dia pasal macam mana dia mula mula pakai tudung apa semua. Gua rasa macam kena lempang banyak kali la bila baca benda tu. Start dari tu, esoknya keluar, gua pakai tudung. Tapi tak kekal lagi sbb the next day malam keluar kepala togel, skype dengan kawan kepala togel. 

Until this one night, bila hati ni terasa perlukan support, a day before i went back to Arau, i texted a very good friend of mine, Zyda Zols whom baru juga berhijab on April this year (correct me if im wrong Zyda). I cakab la hasrat i untuk pakai tudung ni, sebab i dah terasa sangat benda tu dekat dalam hati. Rasa dia macam bukan macam selalu, bukan macam selalu yang i rasa i nak pakai then i bukak, i felt like i really want to do this, i kena buat benda ni (TIBA TIBA SEBAK NEH!). And i tanya Zyda, macam mana dia keep up dengan tudung sampai sekarang. Zyda is a very good adviser i tell you. I rasa macam naik semangat sangat sangat bila dia kata i kena pakai kalau i rasa i dah dapat CALLING. Zyda suruh i watched this video neh, on youtube. KONVENSYEN BIDADARI 2012 AND INI KISAHKU - WARDINA .  (boleh click dekat tittle to for the link)

First video i tengok was yg Konvensyen Bidadari 2012. Bila buka tu kan, mencurah curah ni airmata. Menangis tak berhenti and these videos memang sangat sangat membuka mata i. sangat sangat i tell you. Tak cukub lagi, i called another good friend, Syafiq Desman. Minta pendapat dia macam mana macam mana. Dapat feedback yang baik and memang I rasa I should. I should do this! Sampai tak boleh tidur la fikir pasal ni. Sampai la pukul empat tu I bangon sebab nak get ready siap siap sebab nak balik Arau dah pagi tu. Ever since 3rd of November 2012, i officially pakai tudung and sampai sekarang. Alhamdulillah, tiada niat untuk riak tetapi saya bersyukur kepada Allah swt sebab tetapkan iman. *cries.

Before I pakai tudung ni, I ni selalu lah kan membebel pasal agama dekat facebook, Allah ini, Allah itu bla bla bla bla bla. Until I terbaca ada one guy ni tweet saying ' tak payah nak berlagak macam ustaz/ustazah la, kau cermin diri dulu before nak cakab cakab pasal agama'. Tahu apa I rasa, jatuhnya maruah tak tahu nak cakab macam mana, sebab rasanya diri ni memang tak layak cakab pasal agama dengan kepala togel sebegitu kan and bila fikir fikir, apa yang i post, bukan lah dia sorang yang baca and and and mungkin orang lain juga berkata benda yang sama macam tu. Masa itu juga lah memang terbuka terus mata NO NO NO, I mean itu adalah salah  satu sebabnya saya pilih jalan ini. Terima kasih kepada pengkritik tersebut *I DONT HAVE TO MENTION WHO LAH KAN tapi terima kasih and semoga Allah buka mata awak juga AMINYARABBALALAMIN*

Tengah sakit tengkok ni sebenarnya, berapa kali gua dah pusing pusing kan kepala.

So erm, i would like to express my very great appreciation to my momma, Zyda Zols, Syafiq Desman, my girlfriends, dearest housemate, my ronobot, Irfan Ibrahim, and other good friend of mine for their guidance, encouragement and support yang tak putus putus and not to be forgotten to our lovable Allah swt for the hidayah. Ini hadiah paling berharga pernah saya dapat sebab saya tahu tak semua orang dapat benda ni. Sesuai dengan maksud nama saya NURUL ATIQA which means CAHAYA YANG TERPILIH. Syukur Alhamdulillah with tears on my face now as i'm typing this, i believe it did make me into a better person. i don't know how much better, but definitely it's different now. 

Doakan yang terbaik, saya akan doakan yang terbaik untuk rakan rakan dan sahabat yang lain. Semoga Allah memberkati kita semua insyaAllah. 

Saya sayang semua. Im off to bed now. Thanks for reading and sorry for any inappropriate bahasa melayu yang macam rojak cakoi AH KAW. Eh rindu rojak pula. Okay tidur dulu! 

Assalamualaikum wbt.

pen off

CSAKHA